Brief getaway

Assalammualaikum and hi all..

Working for almost a year already now. But can u guys believe whenever i have a off days, i will spent it at home or the most it spend few hours at nearby mall. Thats all. No luxurious holiday or getaway for me.

But thanks to paediatric department, to be more specific my lovely Paedatrician , Dr. Hafizah for actually organized a simple yet awesome dinner for this department. FYI, the last dinner held was 7 years ago. This time the theme was masquerade gala dinner. For myself, it turned out to be a reason for a short getaway for my family and myself. :)

I will let the photos to do the talking.. ^^

OHSEMMMM... :D

Dramas

As-salamualaikum all,

How are u guys..? Missing my silent reader very much.. (erkk..if there is any haha..). Now, my life has been pretty much static since I've join this department. Unbelievable that its goin to be 3 months now. Time just passing by without a break I tell ya.

If u guys was a university/college student, for sure u guys will agree with me if says Sitcoms/ dramas/ serials were one of our bestfriend of all during this time. As for my self, just name any of the dramas , hell ya i can answer from  A till  Z. But since I've joined working life, leave alone drama, I even stopped watching news. (Stopped = No TIME). Seriously I missed all of it.

This is one more reason why i love Paeds very3 much -> Providing time for me to  watch my awesomesss dramas/serials. Honestly really3 glad. The other day I just finish watching the whole season of V.D in 2 days.! Greatilicous !! ;} Believe me.. it feels so good. It works like somekind of therapeutic tx for myself. Hehe. Now I just cant wait for the continuation.. heheh.

Oppsss...forgot the 1 annoying part of watching dramass... ADDICTION !!

Now...somebody have to help me..huhuuhu..

New people..new place...life goes on...

Salam to all

Alhamdulillah , by Allah's grace now Iam in my new department. Paedatrics. It has been almost 3 months since I've started this new department. It feels like being in heaven after are never-ending-torches in medical department. :) So far so good. Planning to keep it this way.

at the end of journey...

Salam.. to all

Today is a bit emotional day for me. As it is my last day in Medical Department (insyaAllah... 6 hours left). At this very moment, right here I'am sitting looking back through all the hardship (which effected my family member and mr. husband as well), the crazy moments and the fun parts (erkk..which is very little).

4 months...no no no.. that sounds too simple. Its actually, 4- full-roller coaster-ride months is coming to the end and what makes me more grateful to Almighty that it ends right at the beginnig of month of celebration.   (Syawal). Alhamdulillah ya Rabb.

I will surely treasure all the memories deep in my heart. 

Adios medicine... you are not my favourite but thank you for teaching me tonnes.

And to my colleagues, keep up your spirit. If i can make it, insyaAllah nothing can stop you guys too.. :D

after so long...

Salam , hi guyss..

It has been quite sometime rite.. Cant blame anyone but myself. Been sooo busy. I missed this white box where i can type my heart out so much. Its gonna be 4 months since i've joined Medicine  (insyaAllah), and I have lost like 2-5 kilos mayb. (Iam to chicken to see the reading on the scale.. so I just gonna assume..). Cant wait to finish this department. It has been hell for me for most of the time. Seriously, I was so depressed on the first 2-3 weeks. I even cried once in the ward itself. Some people just have the ability to make other people's life miserable and they are so proud of themselves. Useless people.!!!

Enough about depressing Medicine, next is MH0 17. What the hell???? Shoot down??? How ridiculous and out of mind can human nowdays be! Its a freaking commercial plane dude!! Doesnt matter if it was following wrong path or it was on the right path, which sense person could possible kill lifes of innocents people???. Truly, this world we are living in are not safe anymore. My deepest condolences to all the family member who has lost their loved ones in this unacceptable event.

MH 017 in memory

The never ending battle till the promised day to come... Israel laknatullah again  on it, killing innocent lifes (insyaAllah..they are syahids). But this time , they will be regretting of their decision because Al-Qassam are well prepared to teach this laknatullah lessons. May victory be upon Al-Qassam and muslimins.. InsyaALLAH.!

from Him we come from....n to Him we wiLL....

Salam n hi people..

It has been quite a time rite.. So much things happened.
Sad...more saddening...most saddening event took place.

Jus to share with u guys.. my father in law passed away last week. Inalillahiwainnailaihirajioun..

It was on Friday morning, rite before the Subuh (dawn pray) adzan. It was my husband who received the call informing about this horrible news.

My husband, his sister , my mom n myself (SubhanAllah...i was on leave that day) flew to pakistan on the very same day hoping to see my fil face for the last time.. But Allah has better plan for us. Eventhough we reached Pakistan on time but due to weather problem we had to land in diff place..waited there for like 30 minutes before fly back to the right place. MashaAllah..we were already there but stil didnt get the opportunity..its all Allah's plan. He noes better.

I must say here...the whole journey of ours was totally torturing.. tears non stop flowing down... Even i just get to now him for such a short time, i feel a great lost. He was a fine man, wonderful dad n beautiful human being. Things are not the same anymore without him around.

Ya Allah, please please....grant him Your mercy. Please place him in highest Jannah as he deserves it..ameen..

Guys..cn u jus spend few sec to pray for his soul..
It means everything to me.. thank you. Thank you sooo much.

Al-fatehah..

# MH 370 #

Inalillahi wainnailaihi rojiun

Deepest condolences to all family members of flight crews and pasangers..

True enough.... " di mana teknologi berakhir...di situ kuasa Allah bermula.. " -  where the technologies ends...there is where Allah's knowledge starts'

Malaysia nowdays...

Salam n morning people...

Its finally rain here..Alhamdulillah ya Allah. Such a blessings.. :-). So people..be more greatful for all the blessings and tiny miniy things that Allah have given you..not everyone is luck to has it. :-)  so be g.r.a.t.e.f.u. l yo.

Rite...now. what's happening to my dearest country..??? Starting from elections.. kangkung...chicken..now a freaking MissIng PLANE !! Allahu. As if its not embarrassing enough..we have bomoh to add on it. And end up we became the world class joker. Bravooo..

When I was abroad, all I want to do is stand up for my country and I was so in a state dont-you-dare-talk-bad-bout-my-country. But being here for gud..and knowing whats happening in first hand really...honestly make me annoyed and sad. How come , we, which once was well-known for gud reputation, fast developing 3rd country and so many more become like this... haihhhh.. so saddening. All I pray is..for my beloved country to once again become a well-known for its  gud reputation. Ameen.

Enough talking bout country. My working life now we talk bout. So roughly my O n G posting coming to the end. Yet, I have assesment to face and not forgetting my CME. may Allah help me with it. Fuhhh.. next posting is out already..n mine is MEDICAL.

Gotta prepare mentally and of course physically for it.

Oke2..enough of me rumbling. I Noe u guys at getting bored.
 Then.. Til d next post..oke.
Bye. :-)

coz i had a bad day....

Salam n hei ppl..

Today iam sooooo depressed. I just feel like crying my heart out..! Mayb it can ease this miserable feeling..  Have any of you guys had a day when everything that u do/touches turn out to be extremely wrong and end up causing trouble??

Hmpphh..no matter how much i wanted to make things rite or jus trying to get my job done flawlessly..it turn out to be WRONG!!!! Iam not being pesimistic here... but there are days that Allah wanting to test our level of tolerance or actually patience. Hmmm... well..proudly announcing tat mayb today i jus failed my test.

Ya Allah... my self esteem today hit the bottom line.

Pathetic. Nil self esteem. Zero confident

I want something that can help me out rite nw. jus anything!

Till i get it...

Adios..

heaven of my own...

Salam n hai u all...

It has been long time since last time i updated my blog. Honestly speaking guys...i opened n then closed this blog like hundred times because there were 1001 things that i want to share with u all but i have no idea from where to begin...

Neways..let me update u guys with latest story first. Hmmm...so, yesterday was me n ma hubby 2nd wed anniversary. Eventhough its our 2nd but its the very first time we are celebrating it together (last year i was stil in Indo).. All i can say is Alhamdulillah ya Allah... thank you thank you soooo much for everything ya Allah. Me, my husband and family are really blessed..jus continue to bless us n please guide us continuously throughout this challenging world of Yours. Well..we didnt actually went all out this time.its was more like simple-yet-romantic way i will say..hehe. I got him a present n so does he..

Beautiful rite... Alhamdulillah..

Alrite...time to update u ppl bout working life. So., Alhamdulillah after working for 2 months without salary finally i get paid. First of all., i brought my parents out n treat them.  That was what i always wanted to do when i get my first salary.. :-)   Simply love the smile on their face(except for sumtime when dad start grumbling on how iam wasting my salary..heheh)

Work is all gud. Its mayb time for me  to start studying for my assessment since it jus 2 months away..pfffttttt... non stop exams.. Really getting fedup with examsss..

Ok then guys. Really need to go.
Will write later on..till then.. adiosss :-)