At tHE End....

Salam...

u noe wat..~ at end we are goin to be left alone. No matter wat..no matter how.. we ar goin to be alone.. tats d fact.

i dnt knw either it is me or its d people around me or my crazy-roller coaster-like-hormone.. Mmg its me d one who is pushing ppl away or its them yg running away..

Either any of it...i cn predict how its goin to end.~

emo.. =.=

Salam..


PMS...might sound familiar for girls... Wat is akceli tis PMS.??? instability of emotion...maybe d best word to describe it.. Mase dolu2..bile member ckp.. 'aku tgh PMS nie weiii..' i'll be like..'wat the heck isit suppose to be..?? do i hv stay a way from u till u get 'normal' back..???' At tat time...masih blurr bout tis gals syndrome.. ingatkan ape la kan. Sampai la kene kat  batang idung sndri... Uwaaa...seriously..!!!

Wat i'l say is...u ar a lucky one..IF u xpenah kene/ade tis 'mengade2' thingy. Its not like u can control it.. Dah name pon ade kaitan wit hormones n female physiological thingy..so its beyond our control oke.. Now people..if there's any of ur fren come up to u n say.. 'Im hvn PMS..' please be considerate to them.. Tolerate all their 'time being' touchy2...

Maybe bukan semua gals out there wil hv same problms in PMS.. like myself..,recently when i'm bout to get my 'tanggal merah',i'l be like super duper emo..~ I NEVER WANT IT TAU.. i'l b d most sensitive gal on this earth.. getting irritated for the smallest things n cries a river for NO REASON..! All this deppressing feelin wil come n haunt  me..make me feels lonely..n bla2..~ Sound scary..??? YES IT ISSSS...~

Like jus now..i cry like a baby when i talkd to my mom.. n why was i crying..???  because i missed my dad.. I got this weird feelin n ol i noe is i have to see him  RITE NOW..!!like there's goin  to be no tommorrow.. Great i jus make them worrried... ~puffttt.~

Oke....the point is...PMS.. hurmmm...SCAryyy....~

Perantau... @@

Salam...

Partama-tama sekali saya nk ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua umat Islam.. kepada yang membaca blog saya yg buruk nie...saya ingin meminta maaf sekiranya ada tulisan saya yg tidak berkenan di hati saudara sekalian.. =,=..

Tahun nie merupakan tahun pertama saya beraya di perantuan walaupon telah berada disini selama almost 6yrs.. suprise kan...??? Tapi itulah kenyataannyan coz seblm ini stp kali tiba hari raya..insyaAllah saya akn berkesempatan utk pulang merayakan bersama keluarga terchenta.  :) but tis year...uwaaaaa...cedey sgt2..~  Mula2nya ...feelin abit down jew but then bila abg telefon utk mengucapkan slmt hr raya..i  broke down.. I jus wantd to be with them at tat very moment...

Dah la oncall on raya 1 and 3... seriesly la kejam btl my groupmates..tp i pasrah  i know Allah akan membalas kehilangan yg dirasakan dgn sesuatu yg luar biasa..insyaAllah.. :D Well...somehow i managd to pujuk diri n cont my life here..but paling kesian kat suami la.. Dah la first raya dia kat Malaysia n then kene la raya sorg2.. (my other siblings ol dh ade partner masing2..) mesti dia rs lonely sgt..~ Dnt worry mr.hasben ... pengorbanan qt ni akan membuahkan hasil.. =).. cewahhhh...hehehehehe...~

Anyways.. kami yg sisa2 tinggal kat 'perantauan' nie pon celebrate tau.. Dapat la mengobati sedikit sebanyak kerinduan pada keluarga n suasana beraya di Malaysia..


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new department..

Salam..

yeahhh...i noe..i noe..... it has been ages since i last updated my blog.. tp sibukkkkk sgt...~ huhuuuhuhuhu...~ updates.. :

1) Alhamdulillah..completed 4 weeks in neurology.. Exams ws like hell.. dnt noe wat **** i did.. Any how... usaha + doa = tawakal ..  ^^  The question is wat i'm gonna miss bein in neuro..?? Hurmmmm...stil thinkn.. ohw..wait...there is sumthing..~ hehehe...d 'ruang baca' i guess... kih3...~ :) Next....psychiatric..~

2) Missing usrah termendously.. my x-housemate yg cont her studies in malaysia ( aftr d earthquake) nw is a naqibah... I'm sooooo happy for her but cnt help bein jealous at the same time. I ws a naqibah before... eventhough jus sempat for few months but it ws among d wonderful moments i had in 'ukhwah circle = usrah'. I miss my 'circle'.. GEMPA!!!! U jus hv to ruin everything rite...!! (i noe i noe...everything happnd to reasons... ^^ ) InsyaAllah..once i'm back for good i WANT to be a part of it again.. InsyaAllah..

3) Tis year might b my first raya without my family.... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawaaaaaa~... SOOOOOOO SADDDDD... dh la first raya after dh berkahwin.... sedihhhh sgt... but wat to do..~ huhuhuuhu.. my immmigration thingy xselesai lg n than i hv to b oncall within tis cmg eid week.. i hope i wont cry when i hear d takbir later on.... uwaaaaaawaAAAAA  .  :(

Puaseeee.. :D

Asslammualaikum w.b.t..~


Alhamdulillah...syukur sgt2 bcoz masih diberi peluang oleh Allah untuk menyambut bulan Ramadhan tahun ini. :) Seriously,i dnt know why...but i ws hvng butterflies in stomach, tachycardi...when Ramdhan approaches.. Bak kate kawan, mcm tgh tunggu nk jumpe boyfriend. hehehe..~ But seriously la, mmg berdebar2 mase slowly Ramadhan dh dekat.. Allahmdulillah sgt coz hati nie nmpknye xmati lg.. :D

There is sumthing i would like to share here... n semoga kita blh mengambil iktibar darinya.. InsyaAllah...

A leading Mufti in Saudi Arabia was brought to tears on live TV when he received a question from Somalia:

“Is my fast accepted if we have no Suhoor or Iftaar?”

Jadi..insaf kita..~ bersyukur la ats segala limpah kurniaNya dan sentiasa ingat kepada saudara2 seIslam kita yg tidak bernasib baik.. 

Wallahualam.. 

Assalammualaikum...~

Salam..

Salam 1 Nifsu Syaaban to ol muslimin muslimat around d world.. SubhanAllah... All praises to Allah..for tis special day.. WAT is so special,..??!!! Its a new chapter of life with whole brand new book.. MashaAllah..
Semoga kita penuhkan buku amalan kita nih dengan amalan2 terpuji n mendapat keberkahan dr Allah s.w.t...

:)

better late Than NEVER.... ~

Salam...

For sure u guys pernah dengar tat saying kan.. ??? Better late than never..~ well...personally, i really agree wit tis saying.Bersykur la kerana kita diberi kesempatan utk sesuatu walaupon lambat berbanding dgn tidak sama sekali.. for example..my group for tis department.. At first..ol 8..(now 7) of us really had hard time to adjust ourselves wit each other..believe me..it ws realllyyyy hard.. but coming to the end of this department..i can tel you..personally i cnt never feel more comfortable than bein wit my groupmates... It took us awhile..but Alhamdulillah...d bond which is now between us is jus hard to explain by word.. We do get annoyed, pissed, irritated or worst..angry wit each other..but for the next minute it jus gone.. :D:D:D

I think tis is wat they cal 'halawatul ukhwah'... kemanisan bersaudara..especially bila nawaitu Lillahi taala..SubhanAllah... :)

Neways..next week is the final exam for this posting...please pray for my groupmates n mine success.. :)

HEllooo...HellOOOO...

Salam..

it has been ages since my last post rite... Nak wat guano...tooo damn busy. Jus imagine afta balik from my reception in malaysia...straight away oncall 3 days in a row.. (selang sehari tapi..). Dah la penat dari majlis xabis lagi tambah lak oncall 3 hari  then  belum lg beban nk case or bst... really la..tat was d hardest time for me la so far in this department.. alas...Alhamdulillah i get thru it safe n sound.. :) Even my frens ar really amazed n askin for vitamins tat i take.(THERE IS NONE GALSSS..!!!) Alhamdulillah sgt2... walaupon ujian dtg bertimpa2..but when hati kita pasrah kepada Allah everything wil b jus fine n everything will fall into places.. :) SubhanAllah.

Seputar majlis yang telah berlangsung.. Alhamdulillah sgt2 everything went smoothly. Really happy to see my friendsss yg could make it to my big day.. :) Now officially i'm known as a married woman. :) Arghhh... married ardy huh...no more single ready to mingle.. heheheheheheh..

Rite now, i jus want to concentrate to my co-ass life. Hope cn finish it ASAP.!! Mane taknye, my others frens ar finishng at the end of tis year and me...??? uwawawwaaaaa..dont wan to be left alone here..... :(

AgAIN itS 1 REJAB..

Salam...

D same date n same feelin... it has been five years on dot today..~ Things are never the same since 6 years ago...
Ya Allah... tempatkanlah almarhumah adikku dikalangan orang-orang yang Engkau lindungi dari api neraka dan di kalangan orang-orang yang akan Engkau tempatkan di syurga al-firdaus Mu.. aaminnn...

cookin... :D

Assalammualaikum w.b.t...


Helloooo2...haiiii to ol out there.~ hw ws life tis past one week..?? hope tat things ar goin smoothly as u all planned..~

let me story mory abit bout my activities tis one whole week..~ jeng je jenggggg...................

coooookiiingggg...


while my other frens are busy wit their cases..bst...referat... i was busy thinking and surfing the net to find out bout recepies.. Actually, i myself dnt noe wat's wrong wit me..!!!! mayb its MY PMS SYNDR.. hahahahha..
mane tak nye.. starting wit nasi goreng.. + nasi lemak.. + bubur kacang hijau.. + mee kari.. +  chicken jalfrazy.. + ginger chicken...

N kalau d gas didnt finish... sup ayam  + sayur + sambal tauhu wil b in d list too..hahahah..~

SESUATU YAAAA....~


But honestly d satisfaction tat u wil get eating homemade cook( ur own cook) is REALLY SUMTHING..!!! xkan same la dgn d food u buy outside.. neverr  wil b d same..~  ^^ ~

So....mari la kite beramai2 memeriahkan dapur rumah kte... hehehe..~ yukkkkk.....

:D
Wasalam..

im Back...~

Salam to ol...~

Alhamdulillah..saya telah selamat sampai ke kampung halaman (ekeleh...skema la pulak..) on Wednesday, 11th of April.. and rite now back to Padang. Cnt describe d tiredness... tahap infinity kowt.... uwaa... smpi demam2..

Cnt story mory much bout trip to paki yet.. Gotta prepare for new cycle tomorrow.. Guess wat..its Forensic.~ hehehe.. Yang bestnye tis department xde nk gi outstation..~ phewww...thanks to Allah for tat.. :)

again...

Salam..

again time flies...its alredy the 4th week in tis cycle...tat means d last week before i fly to malaysia and from there to pakistan.. Surely its gonna be a loooongggg journey... But before tat, must finish up all d given tasks so tat can go back with a peaceful mind.. :)

I'm scared for not knowing wats waiting for me in pakistan.. But watever ot is...i jus pray to Allah tat everything goes on smoothly wit His blessings...


Neways...i'm lookin forward for my trip to pakistan... hellllll yeaaahhhhhhhhh.. bring it on..!!! hehehehe..

A week.. ~

Salam..

hello...everyone out there..(whoever yg baca or terbace my blog..).. May Allah shower His blessings and love upon you... Ameen.. :)

Lets story mory abit ya.. not gossips okay.. It has been week since me n my hubby last chat/talk/see each other..  Cant tel ya how much patients i askd from Allah in btwn tis tyme.. Al maklum la.. kan masih pengantin baru sooo rindu2 tu agak lebih sdkit la berbanding pengantin2 lame..

anyways...when i cm online...he wouldnt b there n whenever he cms online..i wouldnt b around.. so end up we wasnt in touch for a WEEK..!!! Memandangkan today ws Sunday..i ws determid tat by hook or by crook i'l at least chat wit him.. n guess wat.. ALHAMDULILLAH.. v did chat..hehehehehehe...

Cnt describe d love in his eyes when he sees me...ngeeeee..~

Actually nk kasi tau tu jew.. hehehe..~ tonite we hvg date..on skype..hahahaha..~  lookin forward for it..

nk joinn...???????????

no waysss...hahaha.~

oke..me out..
please remember me in ur prayers..
wasalam. :)

patience.. :(

salam...

huk3...~ sedihnyeeeeeeeee...(errk...apekes.. br mule jew dh sedey..? ).. Well..i think this is wat people say about ' dugaan lepas kawen'.

Dugaan Allah utk setiap pasangan berbeza2.. bcoz He knows limit kite.. So dugaan yg diberi juga bersesuaian dengan kemampuan kta handle dugaan tersebut.. SubhanAllah..

Dugaan saya lak...long distance.. kekdg tenet buat hal, smtymes  electricity jus cnt take it seeing us happy... or at tymes there is simply no laptop available... Sedih die...MasyaAllah.. cuma Allah yang mengetahui..

Nevertheless..i never gave up, stil i'll wait til d vry end wit d hope i can chat wit him before d day ends.. (Dalam hati..harapkan pahala Allah to wait for d dearest husband.. --> nak jadi isteri solehah la...hehe..insyaAllah..)

Doakan la buat kebahagian kami kepada sesiape di luar sana yg mayb terbaca blog saya nie or post ini..

Semoga kami diberi kesabaran dan kekuatan mengharungi dugaan ini dan akhirnya dapat bersama di dunia dan di akhirat di bawah naunganNya.. ameen..

p/s  : HubBy.. I'M mISSIng U alOTSSS..  love U. :)

married life... ~

salam..

hari nie genap 2 weeks and 4 days i've been married.. seriously, i stil cnt believe it myself. lebih2 lagi, kami terus berjauhan setelah 48jam menikah. so......cnt blame me for cnt believe it yet...hehehe...

a fren askd me tis..' Gal, ur marriage ws arranged rite..? so..do u love ur husband?'  Honestly, her question leave an impact on me. Ol i can say is...i'm fallin in love wit my hasben... hehehe.. Actually, i ws tryng not to admit it..but...arghhhh..~ hubby...!!!y u did tis to me.???! YES...I'M IN LOVE WIT U.

i hope he never find out about tis blog. its gonna be really malufying if he did... huhuhuhu....~


When is it gonna be March..... :(

i got HITCHED..!!!!

Salam to olz....~

Pada 27hb Januari 2012, dengan rasminya saya telah diberi hak menggunakan gelaran 'Puan' didepan nama saya... Hell yeahhh...i've got married..or shall i say..i got nikah... :)

Alhamdulillah...d event went well...as planned.~ Terima Kasih tak terhingga kepada ibu bapa, kakak2,abang2,kak ipar2,abang ipar2 yang berhempas pulas dlm merealisasikan majlis ini.. Most importantly, syukur ke hadrat Allah yang mana dengan izinNya majlis pernikahan ku dpt berlangsung dengan sempurna.. Alhamdulillah ya Allah..~

Semoga saya dan pasangan dapat melengkapi satu sama lain, mendirikan baitul Islam dan paling penting mencintai satu sama lain kerana Allah.. ameen.. :)


p/s : reception akan berlangsung insyaAllah bulan March di Pakistan dan menyusul di Malaysia around June.. Lets jus pray everything goes on smoothly..ameen.. :)

dub dab..dub dab..

salam.

pertama2 sekali, saya nk memanjatkan kesyukuran ke hadrat Ilahi kerana mengurniakan kakak2 + abang2 ipar and abg2 + kakak ipar2 yang sangat memahami n sangat3 helpful. Tidak pernah berkira untuk saling membantu antara satu sama lain..(but of course dalam kemampuan mereka jg..). But.. above of ol tis, saya bersyukur ke Allah kerana mengurniakan parents yg sangat A1. Atas didikan,ajaran tauladan mereka la..kami menjadi seperti adanya sekarang..

Terima kasih kakak2..abang2 sekalian. tanpa kalian kemungkinan kelancaran majlis tidak selancar yg dijangka. Ya Allah..murahkanlah rezeki mereka sama ada dalam bentuk harta benda atau anak2 yang soleh. Sentiasalah bimbing dan rahmati mereka Ya Allah. Ssungguhnya aku mencintai mereka keranaMU.

Semoga perancangan mereka berjalan lancar hendaknya.. InsyaAllah.. Ameen. :)

p/s : cuma tinggal 3 minggu lg..emosi semakin bercelaru.. sedih + haru + nervous + confuse..dll..