salam...
pejam celilk...pejam celik...its already cm to end of 2011.. unbelievable rite..??? yeahhh...i noe.. tats wat i'm saying..~ Countless things happnd within tis ' 1 ' year.Half of it gonna make me laugh n where else another half gonna make me cry when i'l think bout it again.. I guess tis is wat we call life rite.. Life are made of 1001 emotions...n wat a life ar witout these ..~
Same like others.. me too hoping tat next year..( actually 2 hours onwards..) May ol my wishes wil b granted by Allah..n wit His blessings i'l get thru my clerkship smoothly n return back to Malaysia as 'A' level doctor.. ameen..
Well... whre n how i'm gonna celebrate tis cmg new yr..? ye la..ade yg celebrate kat tepi pantai, ade pegi clubbing, ade lak celebrate kat hotel..(haru betol..!!) Let me remind all d muslims out there.. muslims DONT celebrate tis new year k..!!! jangan lupa tahun br kite ape ye.. Lagi baik ddk umh diam2..spend sum quality time wit family..lg byk pahale dr dpt dosa free2 jew sbb celebrate new year nie plus dgn membuat keje2 xberfaedah kat luar tu ye..
Last but not least.. IT'TAQULLAH.. ^^
Sabtu, 31 Desember 2011
Jumat, 16 Desember 2011
Death...
salam..
Death..!! sounds scary rite.. well my first experience seein patient's death in close up when i ws in ENT department.. I couldnt take it n d scene kept on playing in my mind for days.. I had tis 1001 feeln in my heart..
Hard to xplain it in words..then a fren told me tat..it ws normal for first timers.. n eventually we wil get 'used' to it..
Tats wat actually happnd.. Its not tat we get 'used' to death.. but we learnd to manage wit d feelngs..Feeling empathy, sympathy, share their lost..
Yesterday, i ws oncall.. n my duty ws in d resucitation room. A patient wit GCS 4 came in.. Yet me n d resident incharge did watever we could. We did our best eventhough we knew this patient ws long gone.. After awhile, d family arrived n suddly patient had tachycardi..followed by bradychardi.. n we knew its alredi d tyme to let d family knw..
When d resident break d news to them..i ws jus holdng back my tears..(couldnt n cant cry infront of them..) Their cries ws sooo saddening..i can understand their feeln to loss sumone they love,someone precious...
Meanwhile, jenazah patient td disiapkan utk dibawa pulang oleh keluarga. Not even within 10 mins later, another patient wit same GCS came in.. and the same whole process repeated again.. ( i didnt follow d patient till d end..hope he made it..)
You see my point...life and death happens all the tyme.. we (doctors) do feel wat the family members felt when they loss their beloved but we couldnt sit at a corner n keep feeln sorry for tat.. A patient died..case closed..prepare for d next patient...do the best we could to save him/her..
Bein a doctor is all about profesionalisme and at the same tyme have sympathy and empathy towards the patients n their family..~ @@ ~
Shabha-khair..~
Death..!! sounds scary rite.. well my first experience seein patient's death in close up when i ws in ENT department.. I couldnt take it n d scene kept on playing in my mind for days.. I had tis 1001 feeln in my heart..
Hard to xplain it in words..then a fren told me tat..it ws normal for first timers.. n eventually we wil get 'used' to it..
Tats wat actually happnd.. Its not tat we get 'used' to death.. but we learnd to manage wit d feelngs..Feeling empathy, sympathy, share their lost..
Yesterday, i ws oncall.. n my duty ws in d resucitation room. A patient wit GCS 4 came in.. Yet me n d resident incharge did watever we could. We did our best eventhough we knew this patient ws long gone.. After awhile, d family arrived n suddly patient had tachycardi..followed by bradychardi.. n we knew its alredi d tyme to let d family knw..
When d resident break d news to them..i ws jus holdng back my tears..(couldnt n cant cry infront of them..) Their cries ws sooo saddening..i can understand their feeln to loss sumone they love,someone precious...
Meanwhile, jenazah patient td disiapkan utk dibawa pulang oleh keluarga. Not even within 10 mins later, another patient wit same GCS came in.. and the same whole process repeated again.. ( i didnt follow d patient till d end..hope he made it..)
You see my point...life and death happens all the tyme.. we (doctors) do feel wat the family members felt when they loss their beloved but we couldnt sit at a corner n keep feeln sorry for tat.. A patient died..case closed..prepare for d next patient...do the best we could to save him/her..
Bein a doctor is all about profesionalisme and at the same tyme have sympathy and empathy towards the patients n their family..~ @@ ~
Shabha-khair..~
Rabu, 07 Desember 2011
new cycle..new stress..~
Salam...
Its already the 2nd week in surgery department. Honestly, at first i ws really...really excited for this new cycle but after all tat i went thru till now..makes me wish tat tommorrow ardy d 8th week.
I lovessssss SURGERY but this 'people' realllyyyyyyy makes me hate it to max.Nasib baik ade beberapa kerat yg tersangat baik..if not it will b hell for us.
Lats think positive la yee.... Hurmm..mayb sbb dorg sgt stress jgk kot coz their work always involve life and death. A small mistake cn cause death..hmm.. i can understand d pressure but still...arghhhhh..
Anything..Lets jus make d best out of d worst... Chaiiyok3..~ :)
Its already the 2nd week in surgery department. Honestly, at first i ws really...really excited for this new cycle but after all tat i went thru till now..makes me wish tat tommorrow ardy d 8th week.
I lovessssss SURGERY but this 'people' realllyyyyyyy makes me hate it to max.Nasib baik ade beberapa kerat yg tersangat baik..if not it will b hell for us.
Lats think positive la yee.... Hurmm..mayb sbb dorg sgt stress jgk kot coz their work always involve life and death. A small mistake cn cause death..hmm.. i can understand d pressure but still...arghhhhh..
Anything..Lets jus make d best out of d worst... Chaiiyok3..~ :)
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