dear diary..

tonite xtau why i'm feelin really..really sad.. :( mayb sindrom PMS kowt.. but i'm really feelin sad.
td lepas solat maghrib..i received a call from my dad.. Ya Allah..oni You noes hw much i'm missing him..
After talkin to him..hearing ol those self esteem-elevating words from him..suddenly it struck my mind tat ol this while my parents are d main source of my courage..my motivator..without them i'm jus nothing. (but of course..they do cm after Allah n Rasulullah saw..)

 How i wish tat i could b at their side at this very moment..so tat i can huge them n let them noe how much i'm thankful to Allah for blessing me wit such an amazing parents.. If oni i could...i want to serve them till d very end..
Jus for d record..my parents ar not well-educated. My mom ws not allowed to study by her father where else my father had to help his father to run d family..

They dont want their children to miss any possible oppurtunity in gaining knowledge as they couldnt.. My only prayer to Allah is "ya Allah...Tuhan segala alam..aku memohon kepadaMu ya Allah..jadikan lah aku anak yang soleh ,yang berbakti kepada orang tuanya., dan tidak sesekali menyakitkan hati mereka.. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pendengar....lagi Maha Mengasihani.."

feel much better rite nw..meleleh2 lak idung nih.. hik3..~
tq dearest diary for listening to me.. 
muahxx...~ :)